Identity Crisis

For the last couple of months I have been trying to put myself inside a box, in this Social Media world, and each time I have tried to do that I have found myself doing different stuff. What we as human being must understand is that we are not limited to what we are or have been told just to be. We are made up of different things, that have different functions, so why then do we limit ourselves to just one or two things.

You as a person must look at yourself as an engine made up of different parts that work together to get you to you where you are going. My interest range in many directions, my focus changes from time to time, so I must understand about myself that I be true to me. I must be true to what I am feeling at that time, I must be true to the insparation I have at that moment.

If you are going to believe in you, you must believe in who you are at the moments you don’t know where you are going in life. You must learn to love yourself, when you are crazy or when you are sane. You must learn to trust your emotions, I am not saying that you should give up on being focused, but you should not give up on being creative, you must keep yourself happy in whatever your doing at that moment. Moments matter, many of us, including me, get trapped in looking to far down the road, we must at times in life learn to trust the moments, trust the feelings, trust the insparation, and ultimately trust yourself. Because if you don’t you will then become trapped inside the box created by you.

The box is not meant for you, the box is meant for those who have become cloned to believe that this all that going to become of their lives, this is as good as it is going to get. Ok, this might be as good as it gets for some, but you must believe that this is not as good as it gets for you. You must believe in yourself so much that you become elite to yourself. You must love, and trust your brand, to the point that only you and your dreams remain. And please stop listing to people that will keep you clocking in to your 9 to 5, and not allowing you to free your mind. My friend and Mentor Vincent Hunt has been trying to get me to understand the freedom of self, yes, it has been hard for me to believe. Yet, a part of me has a burning desire to never go back to the slavery of working for others. However the hostage mentality of the worker bee, is like a cancer to the mind. Yes, I have bills, just like everyone else, and I also have a baby on the way, and at times I am losing my mind, because I don’t want my child to grow up chained down by the mentality of a worker bee. Therefore in order for her never to understand this I must create something in me that forces her to see the freedom self worth.